The First Day - July 15, 2010

Well here goes it.... These blogs will be describing my daily life and adventures I go through now that I have my days free. Unemployment =FUNemployment for me, and I try to live it with great fun everyday. As I go you'll learn more about me, what I do and the people I hang around with. I will never use anyone's real name, so don't be worried.

So what's gone on already today... AN OIL CHANGE. Nothing very eventful sorry to say. However, tonight might get interesting....

I guess I should start out with my living situation. If you read the my little excerpt about my page you know that I have just recently gotten out of a five year relationship. Well this is basically the gist of it, I moved to a new city, bought a condo, my boyfriend (ex-bf) moved in and at this point he still lives with me and my dog. No worries it was a mutual break up. After college we just weren't happy anymore and found that we couldn't see us getting married.

So tonight...I have a date...well maybe...it could just be a friend thing...we'll just subtract that label. I'm going out with a guy for dinner and drinks. I've only seen him around and he's older, about 4 years, which isn't too bad. We've been talking through Facebook and I guess seeing what each other are really like tonight. I feel like it's Eharmony on crack or something....so strange how this all worked out. But I'm worried that we are too much alike. We are both engineers, went to the same university and are the same race. I've NEVER dated my own race. I never even planned on it. Oh lets just say I'm an Asian Female born and raised in the US. I grew up around a lot of ...white people...suburbs in the midwest, what can you expect? So I've always been attracted to white guys but I guess I'll give this a shot. Can't hurt right.

More fears about tonight: first date ever, don't really remember what he looks like in person (a little drunk the night I saw him), what to wear, where we're going, meeting him and what to say, if I'm going to get completely trashed because I get so nervous and start pounding drinks...this list of things could all leave my mind if I was prescribed Xanax!

If you're one of my friends following my blog you'll understand my humor and frustrations, if not bare with me and enjoy the ride...I wasn't an English major and didn't do well in that class either. It'll be a roller coaster of thoughts...what ever comes in my mind comes out to this blog in any order. Good luck and hopefully I'll post after the date....I might post again before it who knows!